09.08
I was in a really introspective mood today
Totally deep.
I’ve been thinking pretty hard about my childhood
And how I got to be the person I am today
Like those experiences that stay with you forever
That’s kind of like what I was thinking about.
Like this one time Danny and I were doing nitrous in the park behind this highschool
That we didn’t even go to. We were talking about this girl I thought
I might be possibly entertaining the idea of considering being attracted to, sometimes
Like after a drink or two.
And told him that maybe it wasn’t really her that I was attracted to
But rather just me trying to escape the rigors of adolescence -
Like the crushing loneliness and feelings of inadequacy, the nervousness
Of always being horny, or hungry
Or both
And the bad skin.
And he goes, ‘Maybe.’