02.28
Sure my hands grip the wheel,
anything to convince myself
I’m steering this contraption.
You sit beside me, neat as your
fingers around a cigarette,
as the coils of smoke
that rise to the ceiling,
pass through the metal.
The dashboard grins up at me
with a smorgasbord of lights,
of indicators,
nothing to tell me where I am,
just the speed of going nowhere,
how much gas i have left to get there.
Your last words zip by
like a sleeker, faster model,
shake me off course,
or shove from behind,
make me go faster
than my intentions,
then push hard against the front
like a brazen isometric
exercise in pain.
Mile after shattered mile,
another highway victim
counts his life into the statistics,
with caustic eyes,
short-circuited breath.
And here’s you staring at the road ahead,
as if you are the only one
with a right to a destination,
and me, stunned and fearful,
these nights when the deer in the headlights
is the one driving the car.