2011
05.31

the sun in morning
or the black-toothed clouds
pull me like a pea from
the bed-pod

i have no job but i fake it
rise just after the horrible
blackbirds first rape
and caw like mercenaries
over their loot

i lay out the pills
the breakfasts
it is dark, the sleep
was fragile. flickering
with marksmen

then i shower and shave
and do everything like a
habitual lamb of society

i walk next,
people think
i am retired
i hope.

(as i am)

seen in the open, drained from
the silhouettes, those darkest
fathoms of ink.


© Jerry Bazinet, 2011
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2011
05.25

He’s tired, sagging, long, and falling like a Basset Hound. At a cafe,
huddling around a coffee, he’s putting all his hope into every Colombian
caress. Bitter as dark chocolate, it’s a chance at open eyelids and actively
active actions; espresso after latte after espresso after tea after coffee
after espresso after latte. He stops halfway to watch a girl with legs like
a giraffe saunter by with a decaf something or other, and wonders how such
long legs can run on decaf.

“I’m gonna head out now. It’s just not doing the trick,” he says as coyotes
and frogs bounce by with chai teas.

The man behind the counter, looking like a hyena on a hot day, nods.

So the man who still looks like a Basset Hound leaves the man who looks like
a hyena and goes to a theater that looks like a cave to watch a movie that
looks like a caterpillar. Afterwards, he spots a restaurant that resembles a
freshly murdered deer, but only in color. He orders something with chicken,
and stares at the girl who looks like a jaguar sitting with her rhino
friend, and, in the other corner, the man who looks like a sick panda; no
amount of caffeine will awaken that man.

On his way out he notices a gazelle jogging in short shorts. Motivated by
the fear of becoming a sick panda, he jogs alongside him, straining to keep
astride. The gazelle looks at him as though he were a virus, says, “Excuse
me,” and sprints ahead.

“No, wait,” the Basset yells, following as fast as his little legs will
allow. “I need to know what keeps you so lively?”

“What do you mean?”

The Basset points to a Bloodhound and a hippo. “They, like me, have no
energy no matter what we try. But you’re full of energy; what’s your
secret?”

“Smoothies, of course.”

“Of course,” says the Basset, falling behind. “Smoothies. It’s brilliant.”

Bananas.

Strawberries.

Orange Juice.

Yogurt.

Blended with ice.

Poured.

Whiffed deeply with snout.

He offers some to his roommate, who resembles a wombat.

“No thanks, man. I stay away from that stuff. Fruit’ll kill you. I’m on a
strictly meat and alcohol diet.”

The basset shrugs, chugs, and wipes his mouth, laying the empty glass in a
lake-like sink.

He waits.

He waits longer.

A few more minutes.

What a bunch of hogwash! Angry, he storms out of the house, but then he
notices it: he’s storming, like a bull or a bear. The smoothie worked!

He walks, no, he storms into the coffee shop to gloat.

“I have energy!” he yells. “So, so, so much energy!”

The striding, jittering, and jumping cheetahs and hummingbirds inside laugh
uncontrollably, and literally run circles around him.

Ears drooping, he steals one of the cheetah’s mugs of coffee and gulps it
all.


© Walter Campbell, 2011

2011
05.23

It’s all so simple now,
yet it took 30 years
to begin to understand.
It’s as though someone
stole the primer I had
and gave me another
in my own language.
It’s because you are
who you are
that I’ve begun
to become who I am.
That sounds too dramatic.
All you did, really, was scream
when you opened the bathroom door,
saw me wrapped in a towel,
standing at attention on a mat,
waiting in my thirtieth  year
for the steam to clear
from the cabinet mirror,
waiting for someone
to shout, “At ease.”


© Donal Mahoney, 2011
[others]
2011
05.22

I call to mind the day you died and remember
A jackknifed tractor trailer shut down
the freeway for miles and
a road was bathed in magenta the color of
the morning above the San Gabriel Mountains.

And the sky was open and bled liquid
sunshine and you felt my worn breath,
and you knew what I knew, and you hid behind waterfalls;
and you were encapsulated by roaring bullets of sun-
light; and you were like scissors through the cortex,
the tungsten glow of the mind at sleep, the
nightly TV head.

And now when I remember
there is quiet and when I wake the morning is
at your knees and I know you have moved on.

And a lonely dog sniffs the sand along
Laguna beach, and a deserted wind shatters the silence along the bay,
while streaks of off white candle wax harden on the bedroom floor,
and somehow I carry on.

Down a corridor I hear a
heart pumping loudly in a
naked chest but I am all alone.

(Out the window, on the table)

Eyes stare into the traffic on Hollywood
Blvd., bread sits on the formica, warm milk rests
in a glass.

Through the walls drifts the spastic sound of Rock music while the TV explodes with stars and cocaine.

An arrangement of pink light forms a
Jesus nailed above my bed and my apartment
smells of fresh paint.

Outside women soak up the cities fog then glow
and sleep in crucified light.

(car vs. truck)

She died in a car crash on the Santa Monica freeway
while a dope sick angel sung gracefully for a mad
stick and a terrified boy coiled in a corner- naked, traumatized and with no hope.

And now I think back to the Alta Saga motel and hear sex in room 15b and
watch endlessly as a boy pedals circles around a dead palm tree

The gray afternoon becomes wittiness
to a heroin mother defiling
sun wine spraying her blood into the LA skyline.
The day you died
you died for nothing.
The day you died,
The newspapers misspelled your name.
The day you died,
The sun burned a drought.
The Sequoias roared at the sky and
Moviemakers filmed porn in the hot valley.
Life moved droll.

Now Catalina is in sunset and the mountains gain the night.

Needle,
razor,
aspirin,
O+ dries in a porcelain sink,
Above, the helicopter cruises and the cameras roll:
and in magenta a Labrador is alone sniffing in the sand, sea spray coats his nose and dampens his fur.

I escape to the mountains and make tentative lunges for the clouds
I still love you and wish for a new yesterday
So, I sigh deeply and think of tomorrow. I sigh deeply.

Sunday beasts dine at the Gorgon’s feast-

San Gabriel mountains at sunrise-

Her last, last hurrah!


© Stephen Crowe, 2011
2011
05.21

I was only four years old
when my first nephew was born
he spent a lot of time at our house
after his parents got divorced
and people thought we were brothers
because
we looked so much alike
but when I told them
no
he was my nephew
and I was his uncle
they’d say to me
don’t you mean he’s your cousin
and I’d have to explain to them
how he was my oldest sister’s son

he hated crickets
so if we were outside and I found one
I’d pick it up
and start chasing him around
at night
after we were in bed
I told him
a big cricket was going to get him
before we went to sleep

sometimes
we played my older brother’s records
pretending we were the band
performing live on stage
our plastic whiffle bats
transformed into electric guitars

next year
my nephew turns forty
he lives in another state
now
with kids of his own
still hard for me to believe


© James Babbs, 2011
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