2010
02.24

i’ll tell you this.
the last time i burned rock in the glass dick
they found me in a santa suit walking up and down Military Trail
throwing bags of shit at cars and reciting Kierkegaard outloud.
i woke up in the drunk tank
in hallandale beach florida
next to a cuban tranny
who was urinating in my hair entertaining the other men.
over here
the addiction you have
is replaced with the addiction to God.
The Twelve Steps.
a higher power.
i don’t know what’s worse
living in the suburbs paying bills and clocking in and out of a state job
mowing your lawn every friday
taking the kids and wife to the mall
snapping family portraits and sending them to grandma
or putting in a 12-hour shift on the kill floor of an abattoir
taking hits of whiskey during breaks
or smoking meth at happy hour.

(“oh how men suffer for children.”)

© Alex M. Pruteanu, 2010
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  1. As usual, Pruteanu is dead-on and pitch-perfect.

  2. Here's a published piece by yours truly in amphibi.us: http://bit.ly/9WUkzp

  3. attitude of gratitude

  4. And somehow when the 12 step God heads listen to your story, they always seem to just be waiting for their chance to speak.